Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Creativity and Setbacks

Better artists than I have experienced periods of low productivity and little inspiration, and better writers than I have put into words both the expression and true anguish engendered by the loss of the creative spark upon which the artist depends. It may be described as writer’s block, loss of vision or clarity, loss of mojo, the blahs, even mental constipation. It doesn’t matter how you express your creativity; whether through poetry or prose, photography, painting, sculpture, interpretive dance or other performing arts, we all go through tough times when life gets in the way of producing art. When your creative output is lower than you’d like, what is the artist to do?
What really stops an artist cold is the individual artist himself. Some people simply suffer from motivation issues, and fail to create or innovate because it takes precious time and energy they have convinced themselves they do not possess. They tell themselves, “Well, I’d love to pick up my paint brushes again, but there just isn’t time!” There is time, of course, but sometimes you have make it. It’s a matter of choosing to set aside the time for art, and let the creative juices flow. If you schedule a time every week when it’s just you, an easel and a palette of oils, when no one is to interrupt you for any reason except a house fire or a sucking chest wound, you’ll find that it’s actually quite relaxing, and makes the rest of your hectic week seem a little bit less so because you know you have this moment of creative solitude to look forward to.
It’s also easy for a new artist to convince himself that it’s all been done before, and unless he creates something truly unique or innovative, it’s all simply derivative at best, and outright plagiarism at worst. This is also a fallacy (except if you’re really plagiarizing something, of course); just because someone has produced something before similar to what you’ve created, it doesn’t diminish the value of what you’ve done. Yes, many painters have done still-life scenes of bowls of fruit in front of a window with morning sunlight streaming in, but not THIS basket of fruit in front of THIS window on THIS day, and unless you’re very skilled and trying very hard to copy another artist, you’re probably not going to paint it in the same way. The jewelry that my wife and I create are fantastic, of course, but because we still choose the materials, the colors and the style in which they are made, they are still uniquely ours even though they may sometimes be similar to the designs of other artists. Other photographers have certainly visited Victoria Falls or gotten good shots of Gentoo penguins in Antarctica, but that doesn’t make mine worse than theirs or less valuable, because maybe I’ve gotten a particular angle or lighting aspect or captured a particular moment in time that is unique in spite of being a familiar subject, and maybe my audience will be seeing this subject for the first time, and so my shot has the greatest impact upon them by virtue of simply being the one they’re looking at right now. Just because someone has already blazed the trail upon which you walk does not make the place less important to visit yourself, and you should certainly not let that stop you from walking the path.
When you hit a wall with your creativity and can’t think of how to get around your mental block or even get started creating, the time you spend on the mechanics and techniques of your craft will pay dividends when it comes time to create. That’s the advice I would give both established artists and beginning ones when faced with a lapse in creativity: just do it. There is a writing exercise that some teachers advise when you have writer’s block to simply start out by writing a page of something, anything, just to get the process going. It doesn’t have to relate to the actual project you want to work on, it will probably be crap, and that’s okay. You’re only doing it to get the creative juices flowing – priming the pump, if you will.
The same goes with any other art form: when you hit a stumbling block in your creative process, the dancer does stretches and forms, the composer plays something else (including other composers’ work), the sculptor makes a crappy ashtray or a vase, and the photographer takes photos of some flowers in his back yard or the fabric patterns of his curtains. None of this is satisfying work of any intrinsic value in and of itself, but often simply going through the motions makes room for inspiration to bloom. Suddenly, in the midst of finding unique angles to photograph a teacup or a handful of flower petals, you might wonder, “Well, what would happen if I did…. this?” Perhaps the sculptor might take the idea of the clay ashtray every kid makes their parents in grade school whether or not the parents actually smoke and build upon that idea to create some expression of innocence lost. There’s a long history of painters who learned the same techniques employed by the masters before them who churned out the same old stuff, until one day someone said, “Well, what if I applied the paint in little dots instead of broad brush strokes? What if I took realistic depictions of mundane objects and made them interesting by employing repetition of form and pattern?” Without even realizing it, you jump start the creative process by simply doing the work, and you’ve created something new.
Will you create a whole new genre or artistic movement? Well, probably not; after all, there is a limited list of artists who have become household names precisely because innovation is hard. Creativity, however, is not limited to just the trailblazers: Picasso was not the only cubist painter, but merely one of the first. Beethoven may have been the first composer to put a choir into a symphony, but that doesn’t mean that Mahler was a poser for liking it and doing the same thing. You can appreciate the work of artists who have come before you and build upon the foundations they have laid by learning from what they have done and continuing along the path they have forged ahead of you.
Is all this a guarantee against mental blocks? No. You may very well hit a period when nothing inspires you and you can’t seem to create anything at all, and that is the time when it’s important to make time to play. Don’t worry about creating anything, just do it because you enjoy it. Start out doing something simple and worthless and mindless. If you’re a sculptor, really do make a small little grade-school quality vase. If you’re a writer, jot down a limerick or three, or just make up a nonsense short story – the sillier, the better. If you’re a photographer, challenge yourself by finding the most boring subject you could possibly photograph, like the contents of your fridge or a pair of shoes, and find as many creative ways to shoot the subject as you can think of. By doing this kind of mechanical work, you focus your mind on the kind of task you’re interested in doing without the pressure of producing something of worth, and it lets you relax into the work. After doing that, you may find it much easier to find interesting things to do when you come upon a more interesting subject.
If that doesn’t work, you can also look to the work of others for inspiration. Photographer Art Wolfe likes to talk about how his study of the great artists informs his own work, because he has a catalog of artistic forms in his mind that he can draw upon in the field.  He can look at a landscape and say, “The patterns in the leaves of that stand of trees reminds me of a Pollock painting,” or “The reflection of the wildflowers on the far shore of this pond reminds me of a Degas,” and he is able to find the artistic value in shots that might be overlooked by other photographers. A friend of mine is a writer, and she often reads books from genres having nothing to do with the ones she deals in, but from reading trashy, bodice-ripper checkout-line romances, Louis L’Amour westerns, or epic historical fiction, she gets ideas of where some of her stories might head. I look at the work of other photographers and often think, “I like this, but I think it would be even better if the shot were tighter/wider/less exposed/framed or cropped differently/from a higher angle/warmer/with a different depth of field,” and if I find myself in that exact same spot with the same subject, I can remember that experience and say, “Okay, remember, you thought it would look better THIS way, so let’s try that.”
The creation of art is an active process, so even when you feel you lack inspiration, it’s important to just keep doing it. No one creates only masterpieces: J.S. Bach was arguably one of the greatest composers in history (and certainly one of the most prolific), but some of his stuff is either boring or simply unlistenable. In addition to great and timeless works like Romeo and Juliet and MacBeth, Shakespeare also wrote what have come to be known as the Lesser Plays, not because they’re shorter, but because they’re considered by some to actually be quite bad. If great artists like these occasionally produced turkeys, what makes you think you should be immune to the possibility of failure? And if they can fail at something we all agree they have “mastered,” what’s stopping you from trying to do the best you can? And in the end, the only critic who truly matters is you: if you enjoy doing it, and you like the results of your efforts, who really cares what anybody else thinks of it? If you derive satisfaction from the art you create, that gives the work one form of value that no critic can take away from you.

Travel preparations, Part I

Generally speaking, I travel in the same way as I always have, whether I'm going somewhere to take pictures or just taking a vacation. I try to do a little research on the area I'm going to, find out what the weather is like in the season I'm travelling in, and I get weather reports a little closer to my departure so I have an idea if there might be unusual weather coming on an intercept course. Obviously, you pack your luggage with all the things you think you'll need, but I think many people would be surprised at how little you truly need to bring along.

Take clothes, for instance. If you've got a lot of different activities requiring their own special clothes, you may be stuck bringing more along (if you're doing the tourist thing, but have a formal dinner or two to attend as well, or maybe one of your activities requires hip waders other other specialized gear), but if your days are going to be full of the same kinds of things, you can probably get away with wearing an outfit another day or three, depending on the circumstances. If your destination has weather like the sunny side of Venus, or you're travelling to Pigsty, Oklahoma for their annual weeklong "Mud Crawl and Oyster Bake," okay, your clothes might get a little funky after only one day, but as a general traveller staying in an actual hotel, I'm willing to bet you could wear your clothes again after airing them out a little.

I was once on a trip during high school where some of the other members of our tour group were runners-up in some midwest beauty pageant (we called them the Cow Patty Queens). These ladies were on a two-week tour of England, France and Italy, and had no less than seven pieces of luggage apiece, including separate makeup cases, suitcases for their casual wear, full-length garment hardcases (I didn't know they made these, but apparently they do), and even an honest-to-goodness steamer trunk in one case, and they were always surprised when we had to pick up and move somewhere so soon after they had finally unpacked all their junk (apparently, the pageant hadn't asked them to perform much math, because if you subtract all the travel time, we averaged two days in each major city and a lot of bus tours in between, which doesn't leave much time to settle in any one place). Did they really need to bring all of that stuff? Of course they did, because someone, somewhere, had told them they needed three outfits a day. Really. We'd get back from a morning bus tour, and by lunch, they'd all be in fresh, new outfits and makeup appropriate for the afternoon lighting, and then they'd have to hurry off and change so they'd be properly presentable for our dinner at... The Hard Rock Cafe. Or sometimes McDonalds, but I'm sure they had the RIGHT outfit for McDonalds.

If my trip is onlygoing to be a few days, I bring enough socks and underwear so I can change those out every day, but I only bring two outfits beyond what I wear onto the plane. I'll bring three or four if my trip is going to be up to two weeks, and if my trip is any longer than that, unless I know I'm going to be stuck in the middle of nowhere, I make plans to actually do laundry. If absolutely necessary, I'm willing to just rinse my clothes out in the sink or bathtub and hang them to dry; I'm a wash-and-wear kind of guy, anyway.

If you were to create a sliding scale of weather protection for your clothes, with 1 being barely decent and 5 being like Shackleton trying to reach the South Pole, plan most of your clothes to be just right for the location and season you're visiting, but be sure to bring at least one item one notch higher on the scale, just in case. Even if you don't wear it, it's good insurance to have it along -- if it suddenly gets unexpectedly cold, you can't put on a layer you didn't bring with you.

The Boy Scout motto is "Be Prepared," and it's a pretty good rule to live by. I like to bring some sort of rain gear, even just a simple folding umbrella, no matter where I go. Sub-Saharan Africa may only get a few inches of rain a year, but if a significant percentage of that rainfall happens on the days you're wandering around without any protection, it'll be small consolation to think that it's usually pretty dry the rest of the time.  The same goes for your camera gear -- have something along that can protect your gear in case of inclement weather, even if it's a grocery store plastic bag you keep wadded-up in your pocket. Good walking shoes are always a must, and if you're going to wander around in an area with poisonous snakes, thick leather shoes at least ankle-high are probably a good idea. In hot, sunny climates, a hat is also prudent, one that not only keeps the glare of the sun out of your eyes but also helps protect you from sunburn or other heat-related illnesses.

Should you have a first aid kit? Depends; if you're shooting the architecture of a major city, or perhaps masked revelers at Carnivale, then probably not -- basic first aid is most likely close at hand -- but if you're heading somewhere a little more remote, then having at least the bare essentials is a good idea. A good, solid polycarbonate bottle is indispensible -- you need to keep hydrated, and it prevents you from wasting good money on disposable bottles of water that probably came out of somebody's tap anyway -- just do your research and make sure you know the water is drinkable where you're going, and bring purification tablets or filters if it isn't.

There are a zillion things you could bring with you on a trip, and I can guarantee you won't need them all. This blog post is already getting too long as it is, so I'll just take anybody's questions if you have them, but here is a list of the basic things I take with me when I travel for photography.

Clothing:Long pants X2-3
Long-sleeve shirts X2-3
Short-sleeve shirts or tee-shirts X2
Socks X #of days
Underwear X #of days
Hat, floppy and collapsible
Walking shoes
Hiking boots
Jacket, light windbreaker, weather resistant
Rain gear or umbrella


Incidentals:Small roll of toilet paper (100 uses, some not so obvious)
Small hotel courtesy size bar of soap (not available everywhere)
Toothbrush, toothpaste
Shaving supplies, if I'm expected to be presentable -- may only use on trip home so I don't look like Charles Manson when I walk into SeaTac.
Small comb
Portable first aid kit


Camera Gear:
Main and spare camera bodies, lenses expected to be used on the trip (don't bring what you're not going to use!)
Spare batteries and chargers
Spare memory cards
Transfer cable
Laptop (I have a cheap and cheesy netbook I bring along that cost me $200, mostly just so I have a hard drive to dump my shots onto. Other photographers have told me I need to get a bigger one so I can work on editing my photos in the field --  my netbook is incapable of running Photoshop or Lightroom due to its miniscule, fairly low-resolution screen -- but I actually prefer to work on editing in the comfort of my own home, with a nice big screen and a cup of something warm and slightly alcoholic at hand... but that's just me. Plus, it gives me time when I'm not tired from a long day of wandering in the bush shooting pictures when I can go back over and relive the experience -- even if you're just shooting vacation photos, half the fun of taking them is looking at them again when you're home)
Tripod and head
Shutter release cable (a must if you think there's even a chance you'll shoot something slower than 1/30 of a second)
Lens cloth
Camera bag (I have a Lowepro camera backpack that serves as my carry-on, and pretty much never leaves my side)
Plastic grocery bags (I really do bring these, because you never know when you might need one. Used to bring full-sized garbage bags, but they turned out to be overkill for my purposes)